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Sunday, August 13th, 2006
1:20 am	my permenant journal http://lolitanine.deadjournal.com/ (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 17th, 2005
9:46 am	Jeff and Lacey's baby was born the other day. I forget what his name is...something with a J? bah. Justin? Jospeh? I keep forgetting. They moved in together last week and are going to begin the process of turning a drunken one night stand threesome into a long term relationship. Smart? Who knows. I bought the kid lots of stuff which was fun and exciting for me. Lots of blue puppy dog outfits. Rachel had an abortion last week, and then I had baby freakingoutness on the brain and thought maybe I was pregnant too. Not so. thank god. In other news Dustin's parents are in the new house I spent hours and hours helping them move this weekend, oh yes and school has been pretty terrible this quarter, LOTS AND LOTS of friggin work. I have an exam and a paper which I havent even considered due tomorrow. oh yes and if anyone wants to give me a job?? Im in desperate need of money and have little to no shame (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 7th, 2005
9:23 am	Dustin and I are trying to buy a house. Right now Dustin is working at Lexus and Im gainfully unemployed (but I only have one year of school left so Im trying to hussle through it) Dustin heard of a mechanic job posting the other day at school (he works and does school full time) and if he gets that job (almost twice his salary now) a house would be 100% realistic in the next few months **crosses fingers** (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
11:25 am	I suppose I should update. Collen was shot 4 times in Iraq, last Saturday, and we knew he was shot in the neck and in the legs, but I was crying and 100% stressed and anxiety attacky, and then I sat with his parents and they told me he had movement in all his extremities and his injuries were severe enough that he's coming home soon and he'll be bed ridden for a long time, but not severe enough to ruin the rest of his life. Im so fucking relieved he's coming home. I cant even say that enough. ANyways since this all happened...hmmm Tuesday? We all found out, Im feeling better and it's just yet another one of those experiences where you see what's really frivolous and what's really meaningful in life. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
9:48 pm	IM so fucking pissed at myself. This is the worst most psycho crazy week of my life. Jake (the dog) took an enormous turn for the horrible and is being "put down" on Monday. Im not handling this well...at all. I cant eat and I cant leave him without crying. I feel horrid. It's also DUstin and my 2 year anniversary on Tuesday. I did a stupid stupid thing and kind of hyped it up a few weeks back and now all he can talk about is how excited he is to give me my present. Ok I dont want to even be alive right now much less hear about presents or celebrations of ANY sort. Dustin cannot grasp this at all. Oh yes and Ive gotten him NOTHING so far, and I dont even want to, not because he doesnt deserve it but because I dont want to think about ANYTHING. much less shopping, or leaving the house. Friday exams exams and more exams, monday exams exams and more exams. Dustin's been working 50 hr weeks so I havent seen him since Sunday maybe, well the assjerk at work just begged me to take his shift for him. I asked him if I was his ABSOLUTE LAST RESORT and he said yes, so tomorrow Im working 4-8 FUCK FUCK FUCK. why am I so fucking considerate and nice? I've NEVER pawned my shifts off on anyone else. FUUUUUCK. tomorrow was supposed to be the first day Id see Dustin all week. He's really going to kill me, and Im going to lose it. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
10:17 am	this school quarter sucks so much balls. siiigh. Maybe Im crazy or...not...or whatever but it seems like there are 100 million people on campus JUST THIS QUARTER. When my ass was walking around in the snow and the -10 degree weather this last quarter my classes were BARELY full. I never had a problem with the busses/parking lots/ classes/SIDEWALKS! being too full. This quarter is just insane. My philos class- atleast 15 people have to stand per class, and my math class is also kind of a scramble for a seat. That's just ridiculous. I pay way too much damn money for these assy classes. Ugh. Anyways my point is I think a whole bunch of student "lifers" decide to come out of the wood work when the weather is nice and everyone is out, however that really fucks ME up because it makes EVERYTHING slower, yesterday I had THREE full busses pass my stop before I finally could squeeze on one. TOO MANY FUCKING PEOPLE!! GRRR. I dont know I hate this quarter, all of my classes EXCEPT Anthropology suck. My Anthro teacher is sooo neat AND british and kinda crazy! she's awesome. but that's it everything else sucks. oh yeah and just to end this awful entry I got "the honeymooners disease" and am so much pain. bastard. monkey. sigh. (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
8:54 am	two years from yesterday Dustin and I will be married! Really Im excited. We had a REALLY nice night. I made a yummy dinner then we went to the car show (Dustin got free tickets from work) and D showed me all the different cars he drives on a day to day basis (he's working at Lexus now) Im really happy for him. He just LOVES work. It's the most insane thing. He loves all the guys he works with, and he loves going to work. what a dork!! But we definetly deserve some happiness after this terrible ass winter. Oh yes and the best part of the job he can replace his tires for $40, (they'd normally cost $150 a piece) and rotate and balance mine (something Ive needed for 6+ months) for cheeeeap...now if only I could quit my job...But really things havent been this good in awhile. Im such a happier person when Im not worried about shit getting repoed everyday!! (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 7th, 2005
4:49 pm	well I argued one of my bio test scores from a 78% to a 96%, which means even if I fail the exam I'll still get a high B. I decided today that grade grubbing in college is good. There were so many quarters where I was just too proud, even though I knew the T.A. *could* have been pursuaded to see it my way...but you know what I'll probably never see whichever T.A. I grade grubbed from again, and if it helps my G.P.A...I can definetly swallow my pride and beg. The only grade Im worried about is classics. I fucking HATE that class. So so so so boring to me, and all the stupid names, ugh Ive been blowing off that class all quarter and now if Im lucky I'll get a B minus. I hate classes with only 100 available points!! Leaves no room for slacking off!! Next quarter Im taking an anthropology course, which if all goes well I might end up adding as a major. Dustin had his first day of work at Lexus today, I hope all went well. Im starving so hopefully when he gets home in an hour we'll go out to dinner. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 6th, 2005
7:13 pm	The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo! Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Level Score Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Very High Level 2 (Lustful) High Level 3 (Gluttonous) High Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Moderate Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) High Level 7 (Violent) Moderate Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) High Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Low Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
12:01 am	ok Im back this quarter has NOT been going well for me at all. I have yet to be on time for a single class, and I have three and have been going to them since Monday!! jeez. There's something totally wrong with me...Oh yeah on Tuesday I saw Sergey Parfenov from CP. I was on the bus and he was at the bus stop waitint for a different bus, and we both just looked at eachother and waved. it was pretty funny actually. I almost got off to talk to him, but as usual I was running super late so I couldnt. I've actually been running into a lot of people, my highschool friend halle and then a few other girls from HS I knew as aquaintances. kinda weird. I got all my books for a really great price this year. 7 brand spanking new textbooks for $130. For me, that's awesome. there's a lot more going on but I actually dont feel like writing anymore. sigh. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2004
12:36 pm	More pictures my fiance is the one at the end. silly Marines. here he is holding a picture of us. he missed me:) us my fiance's on the right (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
3:21 pm	Russsssssia! Some NON resized (too lazy) pics of Russia Moscow, St. Basil's in the backround wooden SIberian houses SIberian stray puppies!! the center of the city where I lived (Tomsk) (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 25th, 2004
10:26 pm	do you realize that happiness makes you cry? 1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? *Got engaged *lived in SIBERIA!!! *finished my freshman year of college 2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? My resolutions are to live healthier, be more organized,get a better job, work a hell of a lot harder on my school work, be less of a control freak :/ 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Nooooope. 4. Did anyone close to you die? Rachel, Kellagh and I witnessed a man we've never met die, Im not sure if that counts. 5. What countries did you visit? Russia, Canada 6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? A wedding band...but that aint going to happen...uhm, I would like to have... lost 20 pounds! hah! 7. What date(s) from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? *June 15 2004 left for Russia *August 3 2004 came home *April 19 2004, Dustin and my one year anniversary, we went horseback riding, and he wined and dined me. It was awesome! * 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? *Working 30 hrs a week and still doing well in college 9. What was your biggest failure? *Havent kept up with old friends or family, didnt work hard enough at school 10. Did you suffer any illness or injury? *Got migraines and ear infections for the first time this year 11. What was the best thing you bought? *Gosh I really didnt buy much for myself...I guess my trip to Russia, that kind of sapped up all my money, but I think that counts 12. Whose behavior merited celebration? *Dustin!!!! Yaaay I got my beautiful ring!! 13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? *George W Bush's, Kenneth Lay's, Dick Cheney's daughter, Donald Rumsfeld's and that obese guy who worked for the '04 Bush campaign, I forget his name but Bush calls him "the engineer" or something, and he won 20/20s most interesting person...yeah anyways he's not important at all, but he still appalled me. 14. Where did most of your money go? *Russia bills, regular bills, eating out (dustin and I did sooooooooo much of that this year) 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? *Being engaged to Dustin. Highlight of the past five freaking years of my life, truly. *Getting A's in my Russian study 16. What song will always remind you of 2004? "This love" by Maroon 5 because they played it ALL over Siberia, and even though it's the most annoying song in history I loved hearing it at the time because it reminded me of home. 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder? about the same ii. thinner or fatter? about the same iii. richer or poorer? poorer 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? *Excercising, studying 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? *Worrying, stressing 20. How will you be spending Christmas? *Visiting family 22. Did you fall in love in 2004? *Yes, again and again and again, practically everyday- with the same guy! 23. How many one-night stands? *Nope, none 24. What was your favorite TV program? *MTV Battle of the Sexes, Law and Order SVU, Biggest Loser (love that!) 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? *No, I dont really waste my time on hate- surprisingly! 26. What was the best/most inspiring book you read? *Down and Out in Paris and London- George Orwell 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? *Russian folk music is really neat 28. What did you want and get? *This question is just redundant. 29. What did you want and not get? *Uhm a million zillion dollars. 30. What was your favorite film of this year? *Rosenstrasse, A Series of unfortunate Events, Saw 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? *I turned 19 and I went out to lunch with my Dad and Dustin, and then dinner with my Mom and Dustin that's all I really remember. However, I'm sure gifts were exchanged 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? *Winning a million dollars, or having gotten better grades 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? * Uhm.. WHo cares? Actually I've been dressing very nice, I got compliments a lot this year. 34. What kept you sane? *Dustin Lee and all of his hallmark cards! 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? *John F Kerry, I spose 36. What political issue stirred you the most? *global warming, I had to do an in depth bio project on it, and it really increased my awareness of the problem 37. Who did you miss? *my friends 38. Who was the best new person you met? *katie 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: *disorganization is the key to miserableness 40. Quote a song that sums up your year: hmmm. dont know Current Mood: apathetic (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 23rd, 2004
2:58 pm	I swear to god if I here one more christian BITCH that people are making Christmas too "politcally correct" Im just going to...spit FIRE. Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
3:21 am	tomorrow is mine and kellagh's engagement party. she pretty much put the entire thing together, because I've been working like a crazy monkey. we're going to have a small party with snacks, we're making a strawberry cake yum, and some other edibles then we're going to see "Lemony Snicket A series of unfortunate events" Kellagh pre screened it at work and said it was great. She said I'd love it bc it was just a little gothy. I dunno. Dustin wants to see it so I'm not protesting. SO tomorrow schedule is as such 9:00 am go to kellagh's help her bake cake, and make food 12:00pm go to work 4:00pm pick up DUstin at home, drive to Kellagh's help with other stuff 5:00pm party starts 6:00pm see movie gonna be crazy but it's a good opportunity for pictures and such! (Comment on this)
Friday, December 17th, 2004
2:32 am	Stew-pid well last night/morning, (it was about 4:30 am) trying to leave from my house, Dustin locked his keys in his car. He was trying to warm the car up because one of the door locks was frozen, and he got out to scrape the windshield, and yes, closed the door behind him, thus locking himself out. for about 30 minutes he tried to pick the lock with a wire hanger...and yeeeah that wasnt going to work. finally I called the police, and it took (two of) them OVER an hour to jimmy the lock on the door, opening though subsequentially breaking the door. the worst part of the whole ordeal was I had to wait outside watching this entire production, in the snow, in my unmentionables and pajamas. but the worst worst part was I was sleeping for the first time in like a week last night when he left, and the whole being awoken thing threw me right back into insomniac mode. ugh. (speaking of insomnia dustin and I saw "the machinist" last week. go see it. it's freaky.) two weeks ago I practically cut off my finger at work, I've been wrapping it, and my friend Victor from work put neosporin on it, and cleaned it... but the fucker WILL NOT heal! Finally it turned green(!) so I took a picture of it. If only I could find my usb cord. Tonight I cut off the green part and my finger looks much better, the green part was 100% dead, it didnt hurt at all to remove it. ok this has been dumb and rambly. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
11:59 pm	oh the drama So I guess Amber really WAS sleeping with her best friend's boyfriend. that definetly makes the whole situation even funnier (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 10th, 2004
11:43 am	depressed I'm really really depressed. I realize I go through cycles, but Im just SO low right now. My fucking work demoted me. Well kind of. The restaurant I work at is connected to a movie theater (hence why I get free movie tickets) well the theater part needed more workers because the job is so shitty no one wants to work there. Well my manager at the restaurant asked if I wouldnt mind working over there for a little bit. So I said yeah, I mean I have nothing better to do, and it's always good (in my opinion) to get different work experience. So little by little I find out I have to wear a uniform, black pants, button up shirt and a tie, AND that the job pays minumum wage!!!!!!!!! ok so I want to cry. How am I supposed to survive making $5.30 an hour? I went from making $8.50/hr to $5!!! I mean that's just..ridiculous. Last night I swear I asked the chick who was training me when we could go home like 50 times it was so damn boring and mindless. We JUST. KEPT. CLEANING!!!! ARRRRG The only funny thing that happened was the chick who was training me, (Amber) was really...uhm annoying. Just someone I know that even if I really explore her personality thoroughly, even if I knew her for 100 years I just wouldnt like her. She's the type of person who stayed in the highschool mode forever. She still has highschool drama, and she was bitching about going to Capital University bc her parents wouldnt pay for her to go to a better school. Uhm yeah. STFU, Capital is a private institution. Anyways the fun part of the night was when her friend ran into the movie theater as we were closing and told Amber SOMEONE was spreading rumors that Amber was sleeping with her boyfriend.(gasp!!) I was trying so hard not to laugh. Her friend kept going on and on crying "Why would someone want to ruin our friendship!" and then she's like "Adam (Im guessing her boyfriend) is going to leave me now because he doesnt like being accused of stuff!! Waaah!" so in mid tears our manager comes down and tells her she needs to leave immediately because she was disturbing my training LMAO!! That was funny to me, but then again I am evil. Im going to try to find a better job today. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
2:46 am	This quarter has been complete hell. hell in a handbasket. I didnt like any of my professors and that made the 3 months REALLY drag. But it's over, and Im freaking ECSTATIC! I cannot freaking wait to move on!!! I have ONE more exam (history) and it's not until the 9th, so I have PLENTY of time to study. Next quarter Im HOPEFULLY taking bio 102 classics 222 international studies 201 nothing really exciting, 2 GECs and 1 Major requirement, but next quarter Im going to work my ass off at school. This quarter I did so horribly, I dont want to do that again. Im REALLY going to work on bringing my GPA to a 3.5 I want to go to law school, and I'll have to have an amazing GPA to do that. anyways this has been like the worst week of my life but it's over and 70% of my finals are over and I couldnt be HAPPIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: ecstatic (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
8:37 pm	oh yeah I forgot to add; Dustin and I saw "The Grudge" scary as FUCK Dustin even said it unnerved him and nothing has yet, not even the Ring. Then last night we saw the Spongebob Movie, it was AWESOME! Oh yeah and the reason we've been seeing so many movies, is I get free movie tickets for myself and a date from my work. Next week we'll see National Treasure, and then the week after that Dustin might be gone, so I'll have to see Bridget Jones 2 alone:( sigh. again. oh yeah and today we also went to the museum, and saw the Georgia O'Keefe and German Expressionists. It was pretty neat. Im not much for that art genre but there was some pre raphaelite stuff to look at too, so I was entertained enough. Current Mood: more pacified Current Music: stripped- rammstein (Comment on this)